You saw my flaws, I watched you go
You cut me deep, & left me low
I keep thinking “please look back”
Or were you keeping track ?
Trauma, Emotions, Triggers - I had no tool
I keep trying - am I a fool,
…Trying for me & you
I feel blue
the judgement in your gaze
I miss our first date, that longing haze
we fell so deep - I could breath
You felt like a song- of depth
A week since we talked
Since we held hands and walked
Are you happy,
When you’re not with me?
Do I fight for us?
or avoid the fuss?
Or I can just; Be, in this universe
Or is even nature cursed
Please hold me close,
In a perpetual doze
Until my body is dead
and my soul has fled
-Aditi Shetty.
