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You saw my flaws, I watched you go

You cut me deep, & left me low 

I keep thinking “please look back”

Or were you keeping track ?

Trauma, Emotions, Triggers - I had no tool 

I keep trying - am I a fool,

…Trying for me & you

I feel blue 

the judgement in your gaze 

I miss our first date, that longing haze 

we fell so deep - I felt my own breath

You were my song- of depth

A week since we talked 

Since we held hands and walked 

Are you happy,

When you’re not with me? 

Do I fight for us? 

or avoid the fuss?

I want to, be, in this universe 

Or is nature, too, cursed ?

Please hold me close, 

In a perpetual doze

Until my body is dead

and my soul has fled

-Aditi Shetty.